MeaningfuL daY with Feelings!

Hello! Back here again~ Today is a very interesting day.. Many things happened, good and bad >__<" How should I start...

Hmm.. Its 4.30am and we gather around to practice our Triplets for Prom night. Ya, Violin 1, Violin 2 and Cello. It was my 1st time feeling so enjoying and happy that I am able to play like an 'orchestra'. Okay, maybe a mini sized one. CANON IN D!!! My favorite~ We played to the dawn.. It wan fantastic.. People jogging around looking at us, feels so proud. ^__^

Later in campus, I met my Thermodynamics lecturer. It was astounding that he is such understanding and friendly.. I was very happy that my major worries since last week was gone.. But for 1 important thing, I realised that it is time I need to get back to academics.. Time had passes so fast! Maybe this thing happened as a warning sign from God that I need to concentrate in my academics.. It woke me up from the 'mist' of events and performances.. I promised myself that I will contribute in academics from now on.

Ok, now to violin class... Today was my 2nd lesson as a tutor. Too bad it was the final class for this semester. However, I am very glad that most of the students are able to play well. Especially the precision of the pressing of the strings. I am a tutor that emphasize a lot on precision. But Johnson, my partner is a tutor that emphasize much on presentation and speed. I think precision is more important compared to speed.. Anyway, both are important and are necessary. That's why I am quite sure that both of us will make a good class tutor.. Emphasizing on both precision and speed will makes the students excel in both aspects.. *I actually made them play one-by-one for the precision.. Person per person >__
Well, good news always come with bad news.. The bad news is... *Drum humming* ... I gotta play Canon in D solo with viola this Thursday.. Johnson will be busy.. Arrgh!! I am still not very familiar with this music.. Johnson used 6 years to master it, Joe used 3 months... What bout me? 1 week!!! O_O! I am still not sure whether or not to perform in the event.. >__< How if I play badly during the presentation? How if I did not play well? Will it affect the campaign? Will it affect the viola'ist? Will it affect how people look towards me? O Lord Jesus~ Guide me through...

Sigh~ dilemma dilemma dilemma... Still haven't decided... Come'on, 1 more day to go.. >__< ! That is how I am feeling now.. I need practice.. Good luck to me!