Feelings~

Hey Richard, how are you? Ugh, you have been emo~'ng lately.. Sigh.. Friends' prob uh? Well, friends are not long lasting... You have to know to deal with it..

*YaWn~* Feeling sleepy and tired here.. Uncomfortable feeling >.< .. Later gonna practice violin, but how? Daring enough? Ppl will hear it if it sounds bad... Lol. Its okay right? Everything starts from zero.

Well, felt quite emo today.. Its becoz of violin stuffs.. My partner tutor for the coming classes, Forcingly to say... "He is good!" His appassionate, the strength beneath, the eagerness, willingness, curiosity etc... Wow he is just GOOD! Lol.. I sounds a lot like jealousy. >.<" Yalah! My dark side of my character is, always jealous of other peoples' achievements and always wanted to be the BEST.. Its not a bad thing.. But jealousy is very bad indeed.. haha.. Wat am I talking about..

Hah... Feeling relieved after voice out my feelings in here.. Well Richard, To excel needs effort! There are no free lunch in the world.. Think again, what had you really done in the secondary school? Think Think again.. Yeah you hold lots of positions and many ppl are amazed, but think again wat had you contributed to ur clubs and societies... Positions comes with responsibilities.. Don't take things as Granted anymore.. You need to put in effort.. Please change your procrastinating Character.. Really.. you will go nowhere with this 'Last Minute Work' character.. Hey Richard.. ^__^

Well, you have to go take your bath and practice the violin.. Haha. Don't worry what people think on you. just improve yourself.. :P I still not very confident.. ARRGH!!! Well, I will try... Jia yoU!!!