Its a sorrowful morning. The weather made me feel sad and disappointed at some point.. Yesterday's performance was unsatisfied. Although I didn't halt at anywhere and successfully played till the end, the tempo was horrible. >__
Today's feeling was mixed.. I waited 2 hours for you to online. You did! But ignored me.. I need to know where and when to practice.. You might need not practice but I do~ Sigh... What is happening between us?! Come and scold me.. Come talk to me.... I don't wanna lose a friend and a partner like you... I learnt a lot from you.. Not only violin, but many other things...
Oh God, bless my day today.. I repent for being too arrogant last time.. Ignoring You and being in myself.. Please be with me in my everyday task.. Let me do things by your will, not by myself... May thou dwelled in me and make me your dwelling place. Amen.
Thursday, November 25, 2010
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
MeaningfuL daY with Feelings!
Hello! Back here again~ Today is a very interesting day.. Many things happened, good and bad >__<" How should I start...
Hmm.. Its 4.30am and we gather around to practice our Triplets for Prom night. Ya, Violin 1, Violin 2 and Cello. It was my 1st time feeling so enjoying and happy that I am able to play like an 'orchestra'. Okay, maybe a mini sized one. CANON IN D!!! My favorite~ We played to the dawn.. It wan fantastic.. People jogging around looking at us, feels so proud. ^__^
Later in campus, I met my Thermodynamics lecturer. It was astounding that he is such understanding and friendly.. I was very happy that my major worries since last week was gone.. But for 1 important thing, I realised that it is time I need to get back to academics.. Time had passes so fast! Maybe this thing happened as a warning sign from God that I need to concentrate in my academics.. It woke me up from the 'mist' of events and performances.. I promised myself that I will contribute in academics from now on.
Ok, now to violin class... Today was my 2nd lesson as a tutor. Too bad it was the final class for this semester. However, I am very glad that most of the students are able to play well. Especially the precision of the pressing of the strings. I am a tutor that emphasize a lot on precision. But Johnson, my partner is a tutor that emphasize much on presentation and speed. I think precision is more important compared to speed.. Anyway, both are important and are necessary. That's why I am quite sure that both of us will make a good class tutor.. Emphasizing on both precision and speed will makes the students excel in both aspects.. *I actually made them play one-by-one for the precision.. Person per person >__
Well, good news always come with bad news.. The bad news is... *Drum humming* ... I gotta play Canon in D solo with viola this Thursday.. Johnson will be busy.. Arrgh!! I am still not very familiar with this music.. Johnson used 6 years to master it, Joe used 3 months... What bout me? 1 week!!! O_O! I am still not sure whether or not to perform in the event.. >__< How if I play badly during the presentation? How if I did not play well? Will it affect the campaign? Will it affect the viola'ist? Will it affect how people look towards me? O Lord Jesus~ Guide me through...
Sigh~ dilemma dilemma dilemma... Still haven't decided... Come'on, 1 more day to go.. >__< ! That is how I am feeling now.. I need practice.. Good luck to me!
Hmm.. Its 4.30am and we gather around to practice our Triplets for Prom night. Ya, Violin 1, Violin 2 and Cello. It was my 1st time feeling so enjoying and happy that I am able to play like an 'orchestra'. Okay, maybe a mini sized one. CANON IN D!!! My favorite~ We played to the dawn.. It wan fantastic.. People jogging around looking at us, feels so proud. ^__^
Later in campus, I met my Thermodynamics lecturer. It was astounding that he is such understanding and friendly.. I was very happy that my major worries since last week was gone.. But for 1 important thing, I realised that it is time I need to get back to academics.. Time had passes so fast! Maybe this thing happened as a warning sign from God that I need to concentrate in my academics.. It woke me up from the 'mist' of events and performances.. I promised myself that I will contribute in academics from now on.
Ok, now to violin class... Today was my 2nd lesson as a tutor. Too bad it was the final class for this semester. However, I am very glad that most of the students are able to play well. Especially the precision of the pressing of the strings. I am a tutor that emphasize a lot on precision. But Johnson, my partner is a tutor that emphasize much on presentation and speed. I think precision is more important compared to speed.. Anyway, both are important and are necessary. That's why I am quite sure that both of us will make a good class tutor.. Emphasizing on both precision and speed will makes the students excel in both aspects.. *I actually made them play one-by-one for the precision.. Person per person >__
Well, good news always come with bad news.. The bad news is... *Drum humming* ... I gotta play Canon in D solo with viola this Thursday.. Johnson will be busy.. Arrgh!! I am still not very familiar with this music.. Johnson used 6 years to master it, Joe used 3 months... What bout me? 1 week!!! O_O! I am still not sure whether or not to perform in the event.. >__< How if I play badly during the presentation? How if I did not play well? Will it affect the campaign? Will it affect the viola'ist? Will it affect how people look towards me? O Lord Jesus~ Guide me through...
Sigh~ dilemma dilemma dilemma... Still haven't decided... Come'on, 1 more day to go.. >__< ! That is how I am feeling now.. I need practice.. Good luck to me!
Sunday, November 21, 2010
"Morning MisT"
Hey, Good morning~
Wah~ Feeling so tired today.. Good thing the rain stopped.. ^__^
Well, Thermodynamics exam today! Arrrghh! Hate it... Not yet finish revising lea. Thermodynamics needs lots of practice.. You can study and understand the lecture notes doesn't means that you can answer in the exam... *Headache* How am I going to score for this paper?
So many things pending to be done~ Tonite will have a meeting then have to prepare for Tuesday's violin lesson.. No experience in handling class yet, hope it would not gone chaos.. Hmm... I think I will do summarize for what they had learnt throughout the semester.. Since is the last class for this semester...
Oh no! Is 8.15am now.. Gonna go take bath and go campus.. Kinda feeling wierd bcoz mum and dad went overseas.. How are the two siblings going on over there in Jelebu? Can adapt themselves? >_< I need to make a phone call to them later.. Okay okay~ Gotta go now.. Will be back later.. Hope good daY! Jesus love you~ Bless!
Wah~ Feeling so tired today.. Good thing the rain stopped.. ^__^
Well, Thermodynamics exam today! Arrrghh! Hate it... Not yet finish revising lea. Thermodynamics needs lots of practice.. You can study and understand the lecture notes doesn't means that you can answer in the exam... *Headache* How am I going to score for this paper?
So many things pending to be done~ Tonite will have a meeting then have to prepare for Tuesday's violin lesson.. No experience in handling class yet, hope it would not gone chaos.. Hmm... I think I will do summarize for what they had learnt throughout the semester.. Since is the last class for this semester...
Oh no! Is 8.15am now.. Gonna go take bath and go campus.. Kinda feeling wierd bcoz mum and dad went overseas.. How are the two siblings going on over there in Jelebu? Can adapt themselves? >_< I need to make a phone call to them later.. Okay okay~ Gotta go now.. Will be back later.. Hope good daY! Jesus love you~ Bless!
Monday, November 15, 2010
Feelings~
Hey Richard, how are you? Ugh, you have been emo~'ng lately.. Sigh.. Friends' prob uh? Well, friends are not long lasting... You have to know to deal with it..
*YaWn~* Feeling sleepy and tired here.. Uncomfortable feeling >.< .. Later gonna practice violin, but how? Daring enough? Ppl will hear it if it sounds bad... Lol. Its okay right? Everything starts from zero.
Well, felt quite emo today.. Its becoz of violin stuffs.. My partner tutor for the coming classes, Forcingly to say... "He is good!" His appassionate, the strength beneath, the eagerness, willingness, curiosity etc... Wow he is just GOOD! Lol.. I sounds a lot like jealousy. >.<" Yalah! My dark side of my character is, always jealous of other peoples' achievements and always wanted to be the BEST.. Its not a bad thing.. But jealousy is very bad indeed.. haha.. Wat am I talking about..
Hah... Feeling relieved after voice out my feelings in here.. Well Richard, To excel needs effort! There are no free lunch in the world.. Think again, what had you really done in the secondary school? Think Think again.. Yeah you hold lots of positions and many ppl are amazed, but think again wat had you contributed to ur clubs and societies... Positions comes with responsibilities.. Don't take things as Granted anymore.. You need to put in effort.. Please change your procrastinating Character.. Really.. you will go nowhere with this 'Last Minute Work' character.. Hey Richard.. ^__^
Well, you have to go take your bath and practice the violin.. Haha. Don't worry what people think on you. just improve yourself.. :P I still not very confident.. ARRGH!!! Well, I will try... Jia yoU!!!
*YaWn~* Feeling sleepy and tired here.. Uncomfortable feeling >.< .. Later gonna practice violin, but how? Daring enough? Ppl will hear it if it sounds bad... Lol. Its okay right? Everything starts from zero.
Well, felt quite emo today.. Its becoz of violin stuffs.. My partner tutor for the coming classes, Forcingly to say... "He is good!" His appassionate, the strength beneath, the eagerness, willingness, curiosity etc... Wow he is just GOOD! Lol.. I sounds a lot like jealousy. >.<" Yalah! My dark side of my character is, always jealous of other peoples' achievements and always wanted to be the BEST.. Its not a bad thing.. But jealousy is very bad indeed.. haha.. Wat am I talking about..
Hah... Feeling relieved after voice out my feelings in here.. Well Richard, To excel needs effort! There are no free lunch in the world.. Think again, what had you really done in the secondary school? Think Think again.. Yeah you hold lots of positions and many ppl are amazed, but think again wat had you contributed to ur clubs and societies... Positions comes with responsibilities.. Don't take things as Granted anymore.. You need to put in effort.. Please change your procrastinating Character.. Really.. you will go nowhere with this 'Last Minute Work' character.. Hey Richard.. ^__^
Well, you have to go take your bath and practice the violin.. Haha. Don't worry what people think on you. just improve yourself.. :P I still not very confident.. ARRGH!!! Well, I will try... Jia yoU!!!
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
The daWn~
Today a blog is born. With hope to serve its master..... through recording every ups and downs, from today to the future. It is its responsibilities to share the happiness of the master, accompany him by his loneliness and comforting him in times when sorrow evaded. It will be the best companion, with the highest hope and be the greatest motivator ever... Guiding and accompanying him walking down the journey of life.
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